This past week was hot and busy, but not in a good way. I had a ton of lectures and seminars to attend. It was exhausting. My sleep schedule was fucked up from the heat and the trips. I even slept downstairs on a couch in the air conditioning as well, which also messed up my sleep. Thus, I slipped and forgot to tell my Master goodnight and good morning. Bummer. I really hate feeling like I disappointed Master; it really gets to me. Even though I acknowledge that it is a game and just for fun. I still feel bad. So yeah.
My punishment this week is that I must masturbate 5 times and not cum.
I wasn’t able to chat with Master as much this past week as well, which make me have an internal debate about “is the game still going on? or isn’t it?” even though this is sillyyyy. Any form of detachment doesn’t mean it ends!
I’m intimidated. and nervous. but yeah. we’ll see what happens.