I was told to masturbate daily, in my panties with my favorite toy. The catch was that I had to play hard for 15 minutes before I was allowed to cum. This was fun and slightly challenging, because I like to cum quite quickly once I start going hard and fast. I had to work at holding myself back. So that was fun. *mwah*
My second assignment was to clamp my nipples for progressively longer lengths of time throughout this month and send a photo to Twitter. I just got bored with this because, I mean really, who wants to see my nipples clamped all the time? The truth is that a LOT of people want to see these pictures, but it doesn’t matter either way…. but I can’t understand WHY. Ah well. Hello new punishment come March… o___0
My third and final task was to wait for my Master: right before bed I crouched on my bed, naked, with my hands behind my back and my ass up in the air. I had to stay like this for 5 minutes, imagining that my Master was coming to punish me. First of all: my bedroom is COLD. Whew! Too cold. Also, I became a clock-watcher and a frequent fidget-er. This was probably the most challenging assignment because of the temperature of my room and of the vulnerability I felt while in that position. I could feel my pussy lips moisten on many nights, just at the thought of what I was doing for Master. I also felt disappointed because I knew that I wouldn’t actually receive any physical punishment from a man’s hand (nor a woman’s). I also felt I was disappointing because I AM disobedient, even if it is intentional. I still feel bad. It makes me feel like a failure on a few different levels. I am, at the end of the day, merely a mild submissive gal. Not a slave. xoxo