Tomorrow is when my total submission to my Master begins! It’s intimidating in some ways, but I’m really looking forward to this experience. It’s hard to be so submissive. I have to keep myself in check with him and be careful with what I say and how I say it. This might be quite a challenge. I cannot wait until we practice this whole dominance and submissive thing sexually. For the time being, his weekly assignments for me are dirty, sexual challenges, with which he keeps track of my obedience to him.
I certainly hope I please my Master.
Today, when I asked Master if I may masturbate, he told me I was allowed only after my work was done. When I finally got to masturbate around midnight, I was supposed to not stop at just one orgasm, but to keep going until I couldn’t cum anymore. So, once I climaxed I didn’t stop shoving the dildo into my pussy and rubbing my clit. It was SO intense. I used my dildo roughly on myself, and loved it. I just like being filled. I much prefer when a man does this to me, especially since it made me crave some thick cock. However, it was great having an intense bout of orgasms. It’s hard to keep track of how long this lasted, but I’d say it went on for at least fifteen minutes until I became too sweaty and tired to keep going. My total round of playing lasted about thirty minutes in total. As my Master requested, my black dildo was covered in my thick white cum once I was finished.
Yummy! I love masturbating. =)
However………… For tomorrow my assignment is to NOT touch myself ALL DAY (as in 24 hours). I hope I find some distractions! Erm, non-sexual ones. xoxo
white cum on black dildo – hot!!