Day 1 [30 Days of Kink]

Dom, sub, switch? What parts of BDSM interest you? Give us an interesting in-depth definition of what that means to you. Basically define your kinky self for us.
 It has always surprised me that even though I don’t consider myself very kinky, others see me as much kinkier than they are.  Guess it’s all about perspective.  I do consider myself very open-minded and appreciative/accepting of a wide range of healthy, happy sexual lifestyles and practices.  I suppose I am not with the majority in that, which makes me sad.  People are in bliss in their own ignorance though.
And admittedly, I do like some kink in the bedroom.
Dominant:  I do not consider myself to be dominant.  If I am comfortable with myself and my company, sometimes I take control of the situation in order to get what I want.  This is seen mostly through my initiations of kissing, foreplay, and the like.  I do not usually control the situation the entire time.  Outside the bedroom I am not generally dominant either although I need to work on that.  I think that if I was a little more dominant I would benefit greatly.  I sometimes let people walk all over me, which is not okay.
Submissive:  I identify mostly with this kink label.  Through my experience I have learned that subs have power.  They let themselves be directed; they give permission to a trusted person or persons in order for both groups to gain from this power imbalance.  I highly respect subs.  Another main reason I identify with sub is because I like doing things to show my affection.  I like obeying orders (sometimes) because this can arouse me.
Here is my big disclaimer:  being a sub doesn’t mean that I like to obey orders coming from anyone who thinks he/she is dominant.  If a stranger orders me to suck his cock, I’ll PUNCH HIM IN THE FACE.  Or my boyfriend will.  Being a sub is a very special, selective identity that isn’t shared with everyone.  I’m no one’s slut.  I’m no one’s whore (unless I choose to be).  I demand respect.  I am a sexy woman.  I don’t deserve any degrading labels because you think it’s hot.  Nope. Why don’t you first find out what I like to be called?  *rant over*
I am fairly defiant and feisty.  I aim to please, but on my own accord.  For the main part, my man and I are equals in the bedroom.  But we will probably incorporate some more kink as our bedroom plays progress, I think.
So, at the end of the day, I am a fairly-submissive gal who likes some light kink. xoxo

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